With every passing day, the time of my departure just gets closer. Today there are exactly 29 days left and the time until then will be rather short due to my plans. Okay, next weekend I got no plans so far but the week after that Ouji-kun'll visit again. Then another free weekend although that's the weekend when I should pack my stuff for the long trip because the week after that I'll be on a book fair (in a lolita dress, whoop whoop ❤). Just two day after this I will depart. And the thought of this is not only bringing happy sentiments along but also gloomy ones.
It just is a fact that the closer the time is coming the cooler people I start meeting online. Another fact is also that I decided to limit myself to writing my blog, skyping once a month and writing letters. Naturally not everyone wants to write letters and I totally understand that. 10 months are a long time though and so I'm afraid of losing touch with those people who are important to me. The most of my friends agreed to this though. I was so happy when Hungary-sama said that she always wanted a pen pal. It terribly touched me and now that I thin about it my eyes are getting teary. Other people like Ouji-kun and Master agreed as well as a new friend I made during Winter break. They're adding up and the more people agree the more positive feelings I'm getting about all this. It's stupid but I guess due to a lot of otome games I became sensitive for relationships. If I'm not talking to a person although seeing her/him my affection this person decreases. I need to stay in touch regularly or the friendship status is kinda back to strangers. I saw that happening enough times already and honestly: I was always the only one who was feeling that way. For the other person our friendship froze when we were not talking. I can't do that. Not if the person isn't a close friend like Z-nee for example. Pfffff, during vacations we hardly ever talk and still we're like usually. (I LOVE YOU, GURRL)
I cried a lot over that matter. But this will after all be the year of my life and I will never ever have the chance again to experience something like that.
Ahahahaha, let's move on to happier things. Writing that actually helped a lot.
Valentine's Day was just a few days ago and this year I actually gifted chocolate to Z-nee and Hungary-sama. They looked so happy when I gave them the somewhat self-made chocolate, it was just perfect.
And then there was my brother who gifted me a game for iOS I always wanted: Miku Flick 02. It's not that cheap for a mobile game so I was really surprised when he showed me that. Best brother ever ; v ;
If anybody else wants to be my pen pal... Message me somehow. Comment here or wherever~
