#6: COMBO BREAKER

Wow, so it happened. Didn't post a day and... ""OTL
I was so tired yesterday, I'm sorry. I'll try to make up for this now.

Well, that day we made muffins was really a mess. First of all the stuff for the muffins was just really chemical. You could even smell it. Didn't taste bad, but after eating Hungary-sama's awesome cupcakes earlier, this was simply an insult for my tongue.

But hey, the result looks cute in pink. I guess.
(Note: The ones with cream, except the one with the A, are Hungary-sama's cupcake. All made herself.)
Then we started a photo session. Somehow I had the idea to copy the pose of some guys. We didn't have all the clothes to exactly copy them (would have been weird if we did), but we improvised quite well. It was a lot of fun as well.
Later that day my parents suddenly returned with a dog. A puppy. A new one. I didn't even know where they have been for hours. First I couldn't believe my eyes but then I just got angry.
For some time now I always wanted a cat. But my parents told me we wouldn't get one before our other dog, 15 years old already, deaf and close to be blind, would be dead. That and I had to decide: Either Japan or a cat. When my grandpa's dog died, they helped him find a new one. Short time after that my mum and me came to talk about something like that.

• Mum: "Your Dad would rather have a dog."
• Me: "If you get a dog, I won't care for it:"
• Mum: "You had the choice - Japan or a cat!"
• Me: "As if I could change my opinion now..."

So they practically broke their own words with getting a new pet before our poor, now jealous, old dog dies. Yesterday while showering I was finally able to cry over that. Helped me to release some emotions I couldn't bear anymore. Relationship since then is okay. I mean I won't forgive them, but I'll act normally around them. We're still a family, even if I can see distance myself slowly.
But my awesome friends helped me. Hungary-sama suggested to go on a canoe tour for some time and after that to the "Oktoberfest". No, I don't live in Bavaria but my town has a tent like that build up.
When we checked the canoe place, there was no one. Besides this it was closed. Disappointed we drove away until we decided to go on a bicycle tour. We drove much... Azu-nyan's calculation said 29,9 km but I'm not sure about this. We had fun and that's what counts. We had a(nother) photo session for over 2 hours.

Back in town we went to the cinema and watched a movie, I'd have never watched. Step Up 4 in 3D. I got goosebumps sometimes, although everything was so predictable... D:

Today I'll be staying all day at home. Plans for next week are already made, barely got freetime, but this means more fuuuuuuun!
And more stuff to blog about.

#5: Vacation, here I come!

Phew, last day of school for a while. And for a while means two weeks. Time for German fall vacation! (American English ftw. Although British sounds so sexy.)
Plans are... planned to be planned, so let's just hope I'll seriously consider doing them. Unlike the summer vacation were I planned tons of stuff and realized only 1/3 of it. Ahahaha, I can perfectly remember it. They started as the worst summer vacations ever - I was lonely, depressed and cried all day. But then Master-chan, the most awesome being ever introduced someone to me and surprisingly everything turned around. New friends, new motivation, new... whatever, positive feelings!
This time I'm starting the vacation totally motivated. I wonder if that's wrong because if you're up high, you can only fall down, but I trust my friends ; ³ ; We wanted  to meet and hopefully we will.
I only planned 2 events so far - shopping with Azu-nyan and 3 other friends in Berlin (or moreover a friend and the friend's friends) and last but not least meeting up with Z-nee again. It's been such a long time >.< Probably since - no, the last time was DEFINETLY during the summer vacation. And that's like 2 months ago. More than that even. Goddess, I'm such a bad friend in real life D:
Later Hungary-sama will come over and we will bake Hello Kitty muffins. Since Hello Kitty belongs to Japan, I'll post pictures of them later >v< So yay, two posts a day! a.k.a. Spam.
I can't bake. I'll let my friend do the main work while I advise her how to use our oven and everything, ahahaha X3

#4: I'm proud of myself, ohohoho!

Fourth blog post. And all of them in a row, each a day. I'm glad it's working out for me, even if I'll be only posting daily life stuff for a while XD
Nevertheless I can see people read my stuff, even if they're not commenting. This makes me really happy, thank you very much, everyone!

What a day.
Everything started with a group meeting for the upcoming cultural days of our school in January. The topic is personalities and everyone in school signed up for one person. I took Taeyang, someone from BigBang. I sat there during the whole meeting... Cursing that I'd have to dance XD I can't daaaance ; - ;
Okay, I can, but not hip hop, C-Walk or whatever. Can't we just dance the moves from some music video of him? Oh well, I'll just fit in somehow anyway. IT WILL BE SO EMBARRASSING. Later we have to present that in front of the whole school. My friends'll all see me... OTL Well, I can still become a YouTube star.
After this meeting our sport festival thingy was supposed to start, but during rain it was canceled. Damn school forced us to attend classes although no one had school stuff with them. I wasn't even listening, I spend all the time with drawing that photo a friend gave me. The best thing about school - that atmosphere that makes you creative and simply productive about everything, just not school. I'm really looking forward to finish that artwork. Don't know if I'll gift it my friend yet (okay, no, I won't. It'll be too awesome for anyone but me... >v>) but I'm so glad that I finally got to draw again!

Envy-chan out.

#3: Effort... for what?

Obviously the daily update routine doesn't work, I don't know what I should blog about.

I hate school right now so much. Tests, homework, and even bigger tests are just shouting for me non-stop. But it feels so useless to to do anything. I'm only learning what necessary so I'll get the points I need to pass. I know this attitude is horrible and it will get back on me someday... Just now I don't want to think about that. I want to spend my time in Germany useful, with friends and having as much fun as I want because there will be the day when I start missing my home and friends.
It's actually one of my biggest fear - that I might lose contact or grow apart with my friends. One year is long but they're so important for me ; - ;
Not only Z-nee, Hungary-sama and Rikku-san here in Germany, but also Ouji-kun and Master-chan. Actually I don't worry much about losing touch with the last two, but maybe the time difference will make it hard sometimes. Gah, so much emotional stuff. Sorry, just had to get rid of it.
Anyway, I don't want to worry too much. I love my friends and family, so I trust them. It will be alright. I will at least try to make it work.

#2: Help, please?

Uff, so now that I got a place for Japan, all the paper works started. I have to finish at 10th October and it will be a lot work until then. Worst is that my family can't help me because it has to be done in English and they suck and they... jbndfjkbnjnhthj
Anyway, so there is this piece of paper where I need to convert my German marks into American ones. No problem so far, but now there are two subjects and I don't know what they would be in English.

1. A subject about religion. But not only religion, also talking about social values, drugs, death, luck... A little psychological. An American friend told me it wouldn't be "Religion" since not many schools have that subject. He suggested "Civics"...

2. A subject where we talked about how machines and robots work, career, university and even did practical work in jobs we could pick. My American friend went for "Career".

If you can help me somehow, please do, my time is running >v<;;

P.S.: Since I obviously can't work with... a divided blog, I'll just use labels. "Preparations for Japan", "Japan", "Unrelated private stuff" and "Otaku stuff" will be it I guess. So if someone doesn't want to read the otaku stuff, look for the labels.

#1: Took me long enough.

In March 2011 I registered my account, now 18 months passed and I finally get to write a post. Better than starting to write first and then writing nothing for ages...
But at least I have a reason to write!
This blog is supposed to be my blog for Japan since I'll go there in March 2013. And I have to admit that I was inspired by ChibiNamida's blog. Not only with making a blog but as well as going to Japan. Thank you so much ; v ;

Although I am German and I live in Germany I decided to write in English. I got many friends in all countries all over the world, so I hope they will read this maybe. Or not. Just want to share my experiences D:
It's especially dedicated to le awesome Master-chan a.k.a. Nyanne-bocchanman, who will die out of envy. I love you, too! ❤ I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS.