I hate school right now so much. Tests, homework, and even bigger tests are just shouting for me non-stop. But it feels so useless to to do anything. I'm only learning what necessary so I'll get the points I need to pass. I know this attitude is horrible and it will get back on me someday... Just now I don't want to think about that. I want to spend my time in Germany useful, with friends and having as much fun as I want because there will be the day when I start missing my home and friends.
It's actually one of my biggest fear - that I might lose contact or grow apart with my friends. One year is long but they're so important for me ; - ;
Not only Z-nee, Hungary-sama and Rikku-san here in Germany, but also Ouji-kun and Master-chan. Actually I don't worry much about losing touch with the last two, but maybe the time difference will make it hard sometimes. Gah, so much emotional stuff. Sorry, just had to get rid of it.
Anyway, I don't want to worry too much. I love my friends and family, so I trust them. It will be alright. I will at least try to make it work.
It's actually one of my biggest fear - that I might lose contact or grow apart with my friends. One year is long but they're so important for me ; - ;
Not only Z-nee, Hungary-sama and Rikku-san here in Germany, but also Ouji-kun and Master-chan. Actually I don't worry much about losing touch with the last two, but maybe the time difference will make it hard sometimes. Gah, so much emotional stuff. Sorry, just had to get rid of it.
Anyway, I don't want to worry too much. I love my friends and family, so I trust them. It will be alright. I will at least try to make it work.
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