Wednesday I talked to Z-nee (OMG amazing, right? Talking to your best friend - I might be the first person ever to do this in fact) about upcoming Christmas. When I once again claimed, how much better my Christmas gifts always are (not pushing it, I was just whining about that), she (a seme who doesn't like to take much, especially because it feels like she owes me one) seemed to feel uneasy about this. Of course I understood that, particularly when she said she thinks birthday gifts once a year are enough and if she had to gift all of her friends she couldn't possibly do it because she also has a big family.
But seriously, getting things back is not my intention when gifting. Yeah, all the seme friends (and I have a lot of them) I got will have a problem with this but I don't care, ukes love to make their semes happy! ❤
That's my true intention after all. I just want to make people smile with this. I don't expect anything back, seeing that they consider my gift is more than I could expect or even want. I mean sure, I do LOVE gifts but moreover I'm a laugh maker, even if I'm sad and depressive an awful lot.
Or it's because of my sarcastic and teasing nature. Strangers won't understand this but I used to treat friends in a sarcastic way, act rude although I didn't mean it like that just to be a little funny. Yeah, maybe I'm exaggerating a little but you could say it seemed like I didn't treasure them right. I did though, I just showed it in a rather tsundere way. Maybe I'm a bad judge but I think this changed about a year ago.
I'm still a sarcastic person but I'm showing my love for my close friends
in a gay way more openly, hugging them sometimes even although I don't really like to hug if not necessary. (Is it weird that I'm a cuddly person though? Well, let's just say I don't like to hug people not close to me like... class mates or "good" friends.) Pfffff and I'm still asking Z-nee casually everyday if she wants to marry me. She always rejects me, but yesterday she said the following:
- "I will marry you at the latest when you graduated."
Okay, she meant at the earliest, but still. Made my day, ohohoho. Besides my best friend
fake sidekick there's also Hungary-sama. I rarely have any classes with her (actually only one and this is Politics D: ) so we only meet each other in breaks if we ever do and then we're all just happy to see each other. Like we three. Z-nee, Hungary-sama and me. My harem. (Am I the only uke around? That's probably why ; v ; )
I'm really looking forward to this weekend. The three of us (and Azu-nyan,
we need a mascot after all) will celebrate Z-nee's 17th birthday with cake and
probably too much food, (Last year we had sushi, pizza and mini pizzas if I remember correctly. We ate till our stomachs hurt and I swear, we didn't even eat all of it. There was still so much left...) followed by a sleep-over and going to the cinema to watch "Wreck-it Ralph" before it's actually at the cinemas.
Dat movie. Gamer movie. Can't wait to see it. Really. I've been looking forward to it so long and now I'm gonna see it earlier even >v<
And with that awesome weekend also the best month of the year will start: December! *O*
The most important dates'll be 1st, 2nd, 24th, 26th, 27th, 28th and 29th December. I'm looking forward to them the most. Maybe you already know/guessed why, if not maybe I'll write that here (or hint it).
Next blog post probably follows Sunday after I saw the movie including pictures of Z-nee's birthday gifts.
Oh, and I'm also planning to change my blog design a little more, adding a picture and an explaining page. Just check it soon, I'm working on it.
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